There's Something About Black And Red That Makes Me Manly

OH GOD THIS IS THE GAYEST JOURNAL EVER!!!!

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 13:35:15 GMT

i can't believe i used to write pieces crap like these.....and people actually read it.

GOD!!! this is embarrassing......but yet i can't seem to delete this journal too many awkward memories.........emo journals suck ass

Photo Manipulation!!!!!!!

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 11:29:23 GMT

I was bored so I did this.....

aND THIS......

And One Of My Favs!!!!!!

Stupid...........but what else am I supposed to do with my free time?

......Rise In Man

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 12:46:50 GMT

After a week's worth of "i'm so gonna put this in my lj", I'm actually updating my blog!!!! YEY!!!! The long wait's over my avid readers RC is now back.....well my readers began to dwindle when I started to take out my lj link in my stat. Only people with Ljs can see my posts with the friends page, but know I have seen the error in my ways and now be prepared with a WHOPPING 4 TOPICS!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! if you guys like reading about the randomness of my life then i suggest you subscribe to lj and add me as your friend so you can get access to my friends-only posts.

"Fraction Hunt(When You Think Fractions And Hunting Can't Be Combined)"

OMFG!!!! Yey new teacher!!!!!....oh wait just an intern =/ Bitch made us do some kind of complex fraction shit when we have to solve for words( 1/3 / 1*65767 of shit this bites!!!!). So we had to resort to guessing the words with the pre-made one's as guides. But It was kinda funny what my classmates did. Inigo it's THE not THEA....Mark I don't want to directly dive my pole into her....Acero.....you're gay!!!joke!!! I think someone said something about getting a period...try to make a sentence out of these words...
__________
period
__________
__________
to
__________
directly
__________
__________
pole
__________
(put answers in your comment)

"Stop My Breathing And Slit My Throat......i must be EMO"

Is it just me or is Emo getting a little too popular these days...almost everyone in our class now knows what emo is(Thanks to Paolo And I). Emo was better when it was underground...but then there are bands like Dashboard that just had to ruin the fun...Mainstream my ass!!!!!! But even though emo is widespread in our class, bands like Taking BAck Sunday, The Used and Saosin(they know the band but they don't know the songs) are what most of my classmates know(I did not put Dashboard coz they're not emo anymore). It kinda sucks that people can't appreciate emo for it's raw taste....people like synthesizers and voice enhancements....no one even listens to quiet acoustics and feel hyper...emo is not the screaming(that's why they have a genre called Screamo or Scremo!!!hahaha) it's the passion and the art of cleverly expressing emotions with songs, I practically blew my inspirational quote. People treat emo as a fad rather than a lifestyle(blunt) EMO EMO EMO EMO!!!!!! This post made no sense...it's a paragraph cohesion tragedy...try to read between the lines to see my meaning
(Thanks to "real" emo people from 1-E!!!! Paolo,Kd,Laigo,Mark,Tomic,Ignacio)

"Being Friends Is The Root Of All Evil"
Irritating voices in my head
Lunging in my throat
Organically purging my darkest feelings
Veracious Man is mute
Efficient waste of time
Yearning to be touched by coal
Omen of silence deafens me
Unabridged process is all I hope
(My first attempt in being Abstract....it's kinda gay and the hidden meaning is so fucking obvious!!!!)

"Talking is Just A Waste Of Breath While Living is A Waste Of Death"
Friday or Saturday(depends on how accurate you want to be) was fucking awesome!!!!!! Not bcoz of the booze but the talk we had...We were just sitting and reminiscing of what couldv'e been and what could be...there were no hard feeling against each other when secrets were revealed...I never knew we were a bunch of backstabbers...but still no hard feelings. But then Patrick had to spoil the moment
RC:I hate being insecure
Mark:That's puberty for you
RC:Don't you guys miss those days when we don't care what girls think about us,when we can express ourselves fully
Patrick:Ya...before i used to show girls my dick and say "HOTDOG HOTDOG!!!"
(Rubbing Motion)
RC:.....
Mark:....
Kyle:.......Bakla ka pare!

Big shot screaming "put your hands in the sky" says "give it up boy give it up, or you're gonna die" "You'll get a bullet in the back of your neck in the back of your neck right between your eyes"

"Italicized Lies"

Conversations with JM and other pointless stories

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 11:50:53 GMT

"Conversations With JM"
RC:JM YOU BITCH!!!!!!!
RC:BITCH!!!!!!!!!
RC:BITCH!!!!!!
JM:DOG!!!!!!!
(awkward silence)
RC:ASS

(Me And Jm are listening to Kaloy's IPOD)
RC:DUDE!!! YOU KNOW WHAT THEY DO TO GUYS LIKE US IN PRISON!!!!!!!
JM:WHAT?!?!?!??!?!Tell ME!!!! I DON'T KNOW!!!!

RC:Don't tell anyone but Leus And Kyle are fighting for alexa.
Jm:Really?
RC:YA! But I don't know who will win
JM:ME Too.
RC:Alexa is really hyper and shit.
JM: Ya I know!
RC:Did You know she likes Laigo More
JM: Dati pa.
RC:Who do you think is more compatible with alexa?
JM:Who's alexa?

RC:Mas masay yung ateneo grade school
Leus:Tsss...
RC:O kaya
Leus:Ang supot ng Ateneo
Walang Air Con Di pa Marble yung floor
(Jm Walks in)
Leus:Ang Supot ng ateneo grade school
JM:ang sama mo sa akin!!!!
RC&Leus:Diba galing southridge ka?
JM: Onga 'no?

"Scary Stories"
This day is one of those rare days when I actually like filipino. Today's filipino is one of those pagbigkas shit but with URBAN LEGENDS!!!! MUWAAHAHHAHA!!!!!! The funniest one was manfred's. The ambient music was fucking scary but his story wasn't. I hated Emerson's I was trying to sleep then he played the music very very loud it made me scream and bang my head in my desk. Patrick's was the stupidest he just made up a story about a mall and a walking tsanak. OMFG!!!!!!!!!!! Then Acero's was the scariest!!!!! ANG MASAMANG MANOK!!!!!!!!! DUM-DUM-DUM!!!!! "isang araw kinagat ng manok ang isang lalaki at namatay siya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"The Crusaders Against Injustice!!"
Today was a day full of chivalry. We took on the evil food industry of Ateneo De Manila. Our cause was fucking stupid. We saw that people recycle those plastic bags and us them for our food containers. We were taught that doing that is very unsanitary so we complained to the principal. The principal wasn't there so we talked to her secretary. We put up a good fight with the secretary and she decided to report this. After this we went to the Library and talked about how we were gonna spend our *imaginary* 10 million pounds reward for reporting this shit.
-Bobby Buys Canaan(the stall we were reporting about) and makes it into the best restaurant evah!!!
-JM buys all of the marvel legends series of the world and creates a Galactacus suit and rules over the universe.
-Inigo throws away all of the money coz he's rich!!!!
-Leus buys all of the kesmos in the world and creates another ozone layer with it
-RC buys a nuclear powered drill and drills to the center of the Earth and be the ruler of the mole people and the children of the p.....corn.
-Acero dies.

RC "THE PRETENTIOUS HYPOCRITE" Marcelo
nothing much has happened except this shits

Please Be Patient.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 13:40:24 GMT

Nothing Happened.

Queen Bees and Retarded Pretentious Overacting BitchFaced DrugAbusive Whorish Plastic Wannabes

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 14:20:45 GMT

I can't post the name because people who might read this might be friends with "you Know Who"
Some notes for "you know who":
1.Personal Attacks are alright but when diss the whole Section be prepared to get your ass kicked.
2.Before making insults on how someone looks please look at yourself first.
3.When you realize that the person you were talking to and bitching about 1-E is actually from that section please don't be so plastic.
4.You can only say someone's shallow when you yourself isn't(you ass)
5.You think kisses and hugs is all that you get that's why you think you rock. But before anyone would do that they would rather suck a gay guy's *ehem*

"You Know Who" You're such A bitch I hate You!!!!!

VOLDEMORT YOUR A BITCH!!!!!!
Who did you guys think I was talking about?? :D

V-Day.........another re-creation of D-Day(witty or shitty?)

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 12:22:18 GMT

Valentine's is just a week away...spare me with all this fucking pain!!!!!!

Is it just me or valentine's is the most depressing day of the year?
After asking thousands of people(pls. take note of the exaggerration)only a few actually have someone to spend valentine's with. Just thinking of how millions(yes,another exaggerration)of people would spend valentine's lying down on their bed crying. For a day made for love, depression is the common theme for most people. This isn't a rant. I'm just being honest.

Sleepless nights until your'e by my side...

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 18:44:57 GMT

1:30 in the morning and I'm still awake...you guys should wake up earlier.

Generic Update......yes I know It's boring

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 13:30:26 GMT

"Before,During,And Afters of the Fair"
After sharing our recollections of what happened on friday,I've made a list of "memorable" things that happened on Friday
Before:
*Kaloy farted.(it's just that simple)
*Mark and Kyle tried to take off Patrick's clothes.(why would someone do that?)
*Kyle squirted "stuff" to make it look like "stuff".
During:
*Patrick acted gay....again
*I lost 200 pesos on chits
*Someone said hi to me and I said hi back.(i don't know who she was)
*Said hi to the same people like 7 times when we were going around the fair.
*Almost got into a fight.
During(in the park):
*Looked at Kyle's calouses.
*Watched drunk people get scolded at by Security Guards.
*Watched "someone" make his "move".(stu-stu-stutter)
*Played see-saw.
*Spinning Racing Mother Fucking Game!!!!
*KOTSEMA!!!
After:
*WE WATCHED DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!!!!!!!
*Kaloy drooled over my leg.
*After that I puked!!!!
*We Watched YATTA!!!! "It's So EASY, HAPPY-GO-LUCKY!!!!!!"
*Watched BSB CHINESE PEOPLE!!!
*Annoyed the hell out of the Mcdonald's registrar
*Kyle Fell Asleep First!!
*I fell asleep the LAST!!!!!!

"TEN SECONDS"
Since last week the ten seconds craze began to spring to life again.
here are the results for the bantam wieghts:
Patrick- 0 wins, 4 losses
Bobby- 2 wins, 1 loss
JJ- 1 win,1 loss
Tonito- 1 win, 2 losses
RC- 3 wins, no loss

"Should I?"
Controlling my feeling far too long.

It's been like almost a year and still I haven't made a single move. Damn my insecurity. It seems so easy in my mind but when the chance comes it seems so hard. I just can't help it I always wait for the first move.

Forcing our darkest souls to unfold

These feelings made into pile of spineless lump of flesh. All of the confidence I used to have abolished...and for what a simple crush? It's not that simple it's actually complicated. Well for me it is. I'm officially a hypocrite(Leus knows why).

Pushing myself into self-destruction

A shining example of angst. This anxiety destroys me completely. Sometimes, I stay awake at night wondering about what could've been. I then become to stressed during school. Sometimes I don't even talk, I just sit down,pretend to listen to the teacher, and let my mind wander....

Fuck this Life.Fuck these Feelings!!!
FUCK THE DEMONS LET ME BE AT PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waiting for that moment when I can finally reveal my feelings....how soon is now?(now that's just gay)

Note for JR:
*latest song's about haunting ground....duh

MY DOLLY

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 23:49:24 GMT

"Blood, Flesh Woman. You vile creature. You lure the man into your filthy body again and again... And you are allowed to do that because you are a precious, precious little princess. Precious... Precious little princess."
Sweet Poison.

Secrets Revealed......Now Swallow A Pill

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 12:47:58 GMT

A find it weird when two people who like each other don't end up with each other. After being a spectator in what could be the most romantic film of the year I am dumbfounded by the ending. This is seriously like the typical romance films(after all we like those typical shit)when a girl has this fling with a guy and her bestfriend(who is of course,in love with her)is "somehow" ignored by the girl. When the girl finally realizes that the guy who she is dating is an ass,she seeks the shelter of her ignored bestfriend. Then he reveals his feelings for her........of all the things to say[e.g. I love you too, From the moment i met you i knew you were the one,(kiss)]why did she say "thanks". Turns out keeping your feelings bottled up inside you is better than spilling them out. Even if the odds are in your favor, you can never be to sure. That's why my feelings should still be inside me,until the time when i can't hold it any longer. Good thing this little debacle showed up in my face because I was about to do the same thing.

HOW IS THAT PEOPLE WHO ARE SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER DON"T END UP TOGETHER?

BUT PEOPLE THAT ARE SERIOUSLY WRONG FOR EACH OTHER DO?

WHY DOES JOANIE LOVE CHACHI?????????????

S-M-A-O S-M-A-O constipated kids from Atene-O

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 22:33:24 GMT

Don't worry I won't post the S-M-A-O song(not yet)But instead this song which touches me(hihihihhi stop touching me)

"What Her Crimson Eyes Believed In(Half of Pygmalion)"
I wish I was young again
Foolish in such a way that i am happy
I want the immature stirrings in my head
To help me cope in this sad,lonely life I live in

I hope I can see you again
I see you everyday,but it's just not the same
Blankness in my mind,I am not blind
I actually focus on the story instead of you

Chorus:
I'm back here today
searching for that perfect pic of you
I know now what to do
Love's in the air
but this love can never be real
so I leave you with despair
Galatea Galatea I'm in such woe
Knowing that you and I can never be
Galatea Galatea you reap what you sow
but then why can't I get you

It's going on and off in my head
Wanting you so bad
But there something scratching
The black board of my mind
It's the truth that i can clearly see

I just wanna live in hopeless delusions
I don't wanna know how it will end
I just wanna be young again to know
nothing about what's coming ahead

The life I live in is a disgrace
so i'll stop
but still.....(chorus)

I'm out of my mind
sanity I cannot find
people screaming
disgust for me
I'm doing everything
to make you finally sing
I'll be waiting for that day
my one and only.......

WEEEEEE!!!! this song speaks to me...and to almost everyone I know...I wanted this to be an abstract song where people should try and read between the lines and shit, but I've left some keywords and shit but I don't think anyone will get the last 2 lines...hmmmmm....who is she?(para kay salud who is he?)
Should I post chords?What do you think KD?

requiem's for 1-E

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 22:07:15 GMT

School year's about to end.....I wish this will be my class for my whole stay in the highschool!!!!We've had so much fun(mainly by laughing and making jokes and hurting and pointing and kicking the groin of everyone in the class)To think that 1 month from now we're all gonna be seperated(by means of shuffling,being kicked out and repeating)just makes me stop and just think about everything we've done.I remember the time when Paolo and Rainier "cheeseburgered" jib...and the time E-MER-SON was invented...and the time when we were playing chocolate chip when no one catched tomic..then there's the time when we kneed each other....then I remember punch your classmate's dick day...then I remembered the time when performed in the SABPAG and sucked so bad that kim cried(actually i don't remember that because I didn't show up :p)...Then of course there's the time when everyone in the class ignored "someone" with the letter A for the first letter of his name...then I remembered the time when ACEROOOO was invented...and the time when i burnt leus' hair...and finally i remember the time when I was figure foured,and the time when I agreed to be slapped paolo and jib,and the time when i agreed to be "jumped" on,and the time when I agreed to be shot by b.b. gun,and the time when I agreed to be kneed again and again on the thighs...and time when I agreed to be punched in the *ehem*.....Good times

The phone rings but no one is there.....am I scared.....or am I.....

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 03:32:06 GMT

stupid bcoz i found out that i pulled of the phone cord

Three cheers to random tasteless posts

My confession....

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 05:59:48 GMT

When he came into our family when I was grade 2 I was excited...I played with him all day long.As years passed my fondness of him began to deplete;I would rarely played with him but everytime i did he looked so happy so I thought it was allright...but still I didn't take care of him that good. I would feed him anything(Doctors state that dogs can only have 8% of human food in his diet while his diet is 100% human food).He looked healthy so I still gave him that much food.But then we got a new dog...so I didn't spend that much time with bruce anymore(coz he lived outside our house while our new one lived in our house).Bruce began to get depressed he never greets me whenever I came home from school,He got thin(He was fat),He doesn't even want me to touch him anymore.So we brought him to the vet.The vet told me that they will keep him and observe him for the mean time.The Next day he died.When I learned about it I was shocked but didn't end up crying.But while I was watching Tv I noticed that I was the one who killed him.Bruce died of heartache...because of me.He became depressed because I stopped playing with him.He stopped eating coz he knew no one loves him anymore.I cried...I laid down in my bed and cried.I cried because I realized how I was so bad to him...how he loved me and how I didn't love him back.I didn't even pet him him or said goodbye when I gave him to the vet clinic.But I realized he died happy....in the vet clinic he was fed he was loved while with me he was ignored...I cried because I was not one of the people who he thought loved him.

Bruce is in heaven right now...so I asked God to tell my friend kevin to take care of him until I die or until one of my family members die.The next dog I will get I will name him bruce(but I will not replace bruce) and take care of him like how i should have took care of bruce.I just hope that Bruce is having an good time with kevin.

Bruce if you can hear me.........I LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

Death of a Best Friend

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 05:33:14 GMT

9 a.m. today Bruce died. He died of liver failure.It was my fault It was my fault....

Rc's stupid Art

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 13:50:03 GMT

Made this drawing after I made a poem the poem's really nice the drawing sucks.Sorry about the quality no scanner :D

A Devil In Disguise

She came up to me so lovingly.
"Come with me" she said to me
I followed her into a dark room
Then her beauty began to bloom

Sweetly whispering in my ear
"I love you so my dear"
Feeling so calm as she carressed
Her long beautiful hair hanging covering her neck

"You will feel so alive,
just come on and try"
I felt that she was the only I'd need
So I ignorantly agreed

She took out a rusty knife
I thought she would end my life
But when shoved it down my chest
I felt relaxed like I'm at rest

Inch by inch she cut through me
Instead of pain I was filled by glee
I thought she would give me a scar,but
she made a heart-shaped gash while she cut

Then my black heart she gripped
Then pulled on it until it ripped
Then all my glee turned into pain
I thought to myself that I was insane
For letting this person get in my life
And cut me with her rusty knife

No wonder it was rusty
she already used it on other people
Who were like me,deceivable

So rememer ladies and gents
Don't think of love as being heaven sent
So that you won't be surprised
That love is a devil in disguise

The iPOD war!!!!!

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 10:35:07 GMT

Kyle's selling his video Ipod YEY!!!!!..but there are so many buyers Juami's paying 16000 while Inigo's paying 16500 while I'm paying 18000 plus my Ipod which has many songs.....then Kyle told that's how much it really cost so.... oh well. MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD MUST WIN IPOD

Delayed New Year Post

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:53:50 GMT

NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!NEW YEAR!!!!!!!
Yes I am really bored

Parting is such sweet sorrow.....

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:16:11 GMT

juST watched romeo and juliet yesterday.Stupid story has a VERY sad ending.In my stock knowledge before I watched or read it I just thought of romeo and juliet as a story about a son and daughter of Feuding families falling in love and commiting suicide...I never knew that their love was more complicated; and when romeo killed tybalt it grew even more complicated.
During the end of the film I was shouting "She's just sleepong!!!!" hysterically like I can actually communicate to romeo. But after watching the film I was transformed into a bluberry mass of gayness crying until my eyes prune up and dry.....stupid story...Why does the "Tragedy of Romeo and Juliet" have such a tragic ending? But then there was a bright side in watching the movie.I made a pun!!!!!!! "parting is such sweet Zorro" And I also put a new thing in my to-do list "Make a time Machine and change ending of Romeo and Juliet" kinda stupid but it can happen......or will it?

*edited

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 20:45:35 GMT

EVERYDAY
Everyday i used to love you
Everyday I used to hold you
Everyday I'd smell your hair
Everyday I can't help but stare
"Everyday won't go away
without me loving you"(that's what i'd say)

Chorus:
Then I realised(I realised)
I was so surprised(so surprised)
That You were a devil in disguise!!!!
(short instrumental)
You didn't love me too(Why didn't you)
Now I hate you(What will I do?)
AHHHH Fuck You (fuck fucking you)

Now Everday I hate you
Everyday I loathe you
Everyday I cried
that I wished you'd die
coz (chorus)

But what's past was past
in this race I finished last
And now I have moved on
I did so when I wrote this song
on how didn't care about you and the time!!!!!(chorus;exchange then with when)

(spoken)
Now everyday has gone away
and now all I have to say
"Spare me with all this pain"
coz in this love I was slain....

Due to some confusion I changed my post and took out the parts about my feelings against the moffatts

RC's reviews

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 20:10:22 GMT

Bright eyes-Perfect sonnet
lately i've been wishing i had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clear then
but i guess i'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
and watch all dissolve into a single second
and try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line

Conor Oberst makes the most inspiring songs but he doesn't know how to sing sing his songs!!!!His songs lack rythm so most of his songs sound very amateurish and the only way to appreciate his songs is to find the lyrics and read them(thats what I did)

Taking Back sunday-there's no I in team and Brand New-Seventy times 7
there's mo i in team
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
((have another drink and drive yourself home))
I swear, you have no idea
((I hope there's ice on all the roads))
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
((and you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt))
that you always had it way too easy
((and again when your head goes through the windshield)

Seventy times 7
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish
I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever

I just love these songs... for those of you that doesn''t know the history behind these songs then i suggest you should listen(read...whatever)"Growing up at their homes on long island Jesse Lacey and John Nolan were the best of friends for quite a while. They each had bands, Jesse in Brand New and John in Taking Back Sunday. One day, Jesse found out that John had slept with his girlfriend. His Best friend and His girlfriend? He was angry, and wrote a song about it called "Seventy Times 7" (which by the way is in the bible meaning 'forgiveness') to be released on Brand News' album. John found out about the song and wanting to get his side in wrote a song called "There's No 'I' In Team" in which he cites lyrics from Jesse's song. Taking Back Sundays' CD (with John's version of the girlfriend saga) was released before Brand News' CD with Jesse's version. After a while, Jesse and John realized brothers always come first, and friends are more important than girls, and became the best of friends again." i just love seeing other bands duking out at each other...and I like the story it's kinda like a movie

The Get Up Kids-Ten Minutes and The most depressing song
Ten Minutes
Ten minutes to downtown is ten minutes too far.
when my friends all say i'm crazy
maybe i'm being selfish.
maybe i'm just scared.
don't be gone when i get home... i need you there
if i had to explain it, i wouldn't know where to start
it's like you're falling in love while i just fall apart.

This song is about a guy obsessing about his girlfriend...I love this song because of the last two lines in the verses.The get up kids is very emotional so dont let the word "kids" fool you.

The Most Depressing Song
Long way from home,
lost by an echo,
I never have known,
I've got pictures to prove I was there,
but you don't care,
here's me overseas,
cross the pond,
by the Dover Peeks,
I've smuggled myself into new nationalities,
I'd think you'd be proud of me,
there is room to believe,
out of sight,
out of mind,
out of reach,
start over,

i was kinda disappointed because this song isn't even the least bit depressing but the lyrics are cool and I kinda get the story behind this song but it still isn't depressing.

Fall Out Boy-Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year and I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)

Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year
Are we going up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out
take our tears and put them on ice
Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light
There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up
And there's another around to help us bend your trust
I've got a sunset in my veins
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay

This song has great rythm that makes you want to sing the chorus over and over again.The Bridge is really cool coz they shout and shit

I've Got A Dark Alley And A Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth (Summer Song)
Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"*
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
At trust and love and hope
And the poets are just kids who didn't make it
And never had it at all

This song is kinda like the loser song coz the guy doesn't seem to get anything he wants so this song relates to me :D

Finch-Three Simple Words
Open up my eyes,
Flooded with daylight.
Another sleepless night turns color black and white.

With all the things I've said,
There is just regret.
Repeating in my head.

Hands into a fist,
Static in my head.
Now I'm sitting face to face with loneliness.

What did I expect?
Did I see forever
in you?

These song just has really cool lyrics....WHO WOULD STOP ME NOW!!!!!!!!!

That's it for today,i'm really tired with all that copying and pasting and thinking of things to say about the songs

Bohemian in Training

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 19:18:40 GMT

"A devotee of art, music, literature or other intellectual pursuits who attempts to show his disdain for social conventions by adopting an odd or bizarre mode of life or dress"

Well,I am a devotee.....but no one said I have to be good at it

"a person (as a writer or an artist) living an unconventional life, usually in a colony with others."

unconventional in what sense and is my family considered a colony?

Ok so these are some of the terms for being a bohemian....actually they all have the same meaning just a different interpretation(this is one of my attempts at being bohemian and I suck).Why do I want to be called bohemian?I want to be called a bohemian bcoz i want some reason to cut myself :D just joking......or am I?

I'm so bored i can't even make a decent subject for my lj

rockwell again and again and again.....

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 04:56:11 GMT

Went to rockwell again yesterday.It was kinda fun....kinda.We went to the karaoke thingy and sang our own version of 2 become 1 by the spice girls in front of an unwanted audience.My friends also have this theory that in a certain angle I look like a girl......what the hell is wrong them.Then we watched KING KONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!We kept on laughing coz kept on making jokes about king kong ex:who sent you? I!!!Why does the black guy have to die!!!It's Esguerra!!!Why doesn't her shirt get ripped up?.But, when King Kong was falling down the empire state building I was the only one laughing while other people were crying....oops

TWO SONGS IN ONE DAY!!!!

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 14:02:55 GMT

"Go To Defcon 62"
Deep in the dark depths of your mind
abandoned by any source of light
there lived a boy you used to date
who believed you and him were strewn by faith
but you so cold heartedly rejected him, turned him down
now that boy's come back from hell
now all he wants is.....REVENGE!!!!

chorus:
Now We're at war!!!
you'l be left with nothing except the scars
in your heart and in your face, you'll be hiding yourself in disgrace
coz you'll be exposed to all the people
you thought that were deceivable
now all I have to say is goodbye,just die

I prepare the bombs and missiles
You prepare all your lies
I rally the troops to the field
while you use your friends as a human shield
death and decay are in the air
and also in the scent of your hair
every second the body count rises up to three
this is the horror of you an me

This war has been such a mess
now I can finally address
this letter of apology to you
for going to defcon 62